Reality.

The reality is in less than ten days, Michael and I will be moving into our first apartment together.  We have so much to do and I have no idea where to start.  The last time I moved I barely touched anything because well I was only 5 years old.  I have lived in the same house for 16 years!  I've moved rooms but that was downstairs; not 400 miles south.  

Reality is 

I'M SCARED.

I'M NERVOUS.

&

I'M STRESSING OUT.

How can you not feel all of these things?  Different emotions are okay to feel, they are normal and they are a part of life.

 I'm scared to be away from my family, friends, and the town I've known and grown up in for the past 21 years.  I'm nervous to be a first time mom, to move to a new state, to be a wife, and to take care of our household.

And the main reason I'm stressing out is because I am almost 30 weeks pregnant and nothing is ready for baby E!  We have everything we could ever need but it is packed away in boxes and bins, just like my life is going to be very soon.

Please pray for safe travels and a safe move for our family.

God is our provider and will not give us anything we cannot handle.

We have been very blessed by his love and his power lately, 

we serve an almighty and powerful God.

-xoxo-